HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!…

In September 2008, My mom and I had a meeting, and the woman at the place let me choose instead of my mom so I went school all the way in crown heights and they lift me up and dropped me on the floor repeatedly and it hurt my ribs and I cried and they ignored me and I sat down and one of dem said ''GET UP!'', threw balls in my face over and over again, and tried to push me down the stairs, broke plastic trays on his head and shoved food in my mouth, and a kid is gonna tell people to do bad stuff to me forever, Since they did this. Should I kill my self?