How can I improve my quality of life? Advice on suicidal thoughts?

Giving up wont help..I am only 16 years old and Ive thought of killing myself..but I havent because I know for a fact there is something in this world worth living for I just have to find it..and my parents are holding me back. Im not homosexual but I understand your pain..there is a guy out there for you everyone was made with a soul mate some people just cant treat them right. U are not ugly..dont ever think your ugly becuase you arent no one is because looks arent important its the personalilty that matters and all you have to do is let them see that :) good luck need anymore help you have me as a friend!